Since I have to attend classes once more, I will not be able to update as frequently! I will try to update once every few days and on the weekends! Thank you for being so patient~

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The If I Were You fanfic is totally 짱 can't wait for the next chapter!!! Have read your other scenarios, and wow your great! Keep it up. I hope you get empowered with this!

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Thank you so much! I’m glad you think my scenarios are great, though I think they could be better.

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I feel really empowered by the messages from you and everyone else, especially since times are tough. Though I have concerns about studies, friends, and my future, I know I can always come home and open my laptop to see messages from you guys. I can’t thank you guys enough.

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After reading "If I were you" and "Secretary". I now declare that you are my favorite writer. The pure angst throughout the story is just perfect. It pure perfection. You control the readers feelings so well and I should tell you, you really did a splendid job. The "Secretary"'s ending isn't happy, for the sentence "So was I." destroyed my happy ending fantasies for that one-shot, and the "If i were you" just made me cry in pain. Can't wait for the next update!!! AND MORE CHEN ANGST HAHAHAH!

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Ohmygosh thank you, you beautiful anon! I feel so honored to be your favorite writer, though there’s still so much for me to learn and improve on! It’s actually my goal in writing for the readers to feel the emotions conveyed in my writings, and I’m glad you think I did well! Your words are so kind that you deserve a big HUG.

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I’ll be updating soon, and there will be lots more Chen angst to come! ^^

Anonymous asked:

If I Were You chapter 6 is so awesome! Keep up the good work. Can't wait for the next chapter! ^^

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All these positive responses from you guys really make me excited! I’m so grateful you love the series! Thank you so much~

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If I Were You (Ch. 6)


“Thanks for letting me stay over,” you tell Chanyeol.

“No problem,” he says, giving you a warm smile.

With a blanket wrapped around you and sitting in an armchair, Chanyeol hands you a mug of warm tea, possibly earl grey, and plops down on the armchair across from you. Even at his apartment, with his hair in a loosely tangled mass and wearing baggy white t-shirts, he looks pleasing.

“I’ll be gone by tomorrow, so you won’t have to worry,” you say, taking a sip of the warm tea.

“No,” Chanyeol insists, a look of concern replacing the toothy grin. “Stay as long as you need to.”

You flash him a sad smile.

It takes a few moments of hesitation for Chanyeol to muster up the courage and ask, “What happened between you and Chen?”

The smile on your face disappears, and there’s a glint of dejection in your dim eyes.

“I-I’m sorry,” Chanyeol stammers, rubbing the back of his neck. “I shouldn’t have asked.”

You shake your head. “It’s alright. I guess you have a right to know.”

Your breath hitches as you inhale deeply. You begin, “Chen wanted a divorce.”

It takes another deep breath before you can continue, “He was reunited with his first love two weeks ago. He wanted a divorce to be with her instead of me. I thought we could maybe truly love each other, but it turns out he only married me because of our families.”

Chanyeol’s expression becomes sullen- possible more sullen than yours.

You continue, “I’ll probably go to my parents’ house. They really liked Chen, so I bet they’ll be quite disappointed that we divorced. If I beg for forgiveness, I think they’ll let me stay with them.”

Chanyeol’s hands ball angrily into fist and his teeth clench.

“I’ll take care of you,” he abruptly announces.


“Maybe Chen mistreated you, but I won’t. Stay and live here with me.”

You cannot refuse.


It’s when the rustle of papers being shoved into folders and the yawns of exhausted and fatigued workers are heard that Chen knows his shift is over. Unlike the many other days when he’s delighted by the idea of going home and collapsing onto his bed, he wants to stay. Even if he has to work for hours on end, he’s alright, for it gives him an excuse to never return to that empty house. But his thoughts wander back to Sua, who’s probably waiting in the lobby for him, right now.

When he plods through the endless hallways and down the stairs to the lobby, Sua is, in fact, not there at all. He fishes his phone out of his pocket and lets out a sigh after reading a message from Sua.

“I’m going to be fifteen minutes late! Sorry!”

As he’s despairing, he notices a familiar lean figure with a familiar smile and familiar brown eyes.


He watches as Chanyeol’s face lights up when the petite figure of a woman walks through the door of the lobby and into his arms. A smile spreads across Chen’s face. He’s about to congratulate Chanyeol, his coworker and close friend, on finally getting a girlfriend, until the girl turns her head ever so slightly and Chen’s eyes widen in horror and recognition.

Chanyeol’s girlfriend is you.

Chen turns his head. He doesn’t want to see you with Chanyeol, and he doesn’t want to be seen by you with Chanyeol.


“When are you signing the divorce papers?” Sua asks, nonchalantly, as if it’s every day that one signs divorce papers.

Resting at the dining table, Chen ruffles his hair. “I don’t know.”

Sua props herself up on the kitchen counter with her elbows. “You don’t know?” she snorts. “Jongdae, it’s been two and a half weeks since your wife walked out, and you’re still not over it?”

Chen remains silent as Sua walks to the dining table and plops down in the chair across from him.

“Don’t you want to start your new life with me?” she asks. “I thought you loved me. If you don’t, I can just lea-“


He doesn’t want to be alone.

Sua smiles. “Good. Once you sign those divorce papers, I’ll be more than happy to move in with you.”

Chen watches resentfully as Sua leaves the house, jingling the keys in her hand and slamming the door behind her.

Chen had never really loved you.

But why is he missing you?

Each day, he comes home to an empty house, as sullen and gray as his grieving heart, with no signs of life- no sizzling of the pan as you make dinner and no soft thumps of your feet wandering the corridors of your home. The house is no longer a home to him- it is prison.

Perhaps he didn’t love you, but one thing is for sure:

He needs you.

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